Well I got through my days off great. I kept as busy as I could the first day. The second day I just stayed at home alllll day long. It was great though. I'm starting to get sleepy a lot more now. With Nickolus that happened right away but with this little one it's starting a little later. I'll be in my second trimester tomorrow!!! *BIG sigh of relief* The first trimester is scary for me... I've just always heard the miscarriage rate is so high during the first 12 weeks. From what I read on here though it can happen anytime, but I think I'll be okay because my first pregnancy was a breeze and I was stressed all the time. This one I'm so much more laid back and I think that will help even more. I'm feeling kinda crunched right now because I have all these bills due right now but... I'm not gonna sweat it. I've been having these weird dreams too. Yesterday I had a dream I went to Mexico to try and like find Michael or something and I was with his sisters that live there and abunch of weird stuff kept happening. I don't even know how to describe it. And this morning I had a dream that I was drinking and smoking pot last night and I had to go report to my probation this morning and I was with Michael... I keep having all these dreams about him but they're not phasing me so I think that's cool. I haven't really had a desire to contact him and he can't get a hold of me because of me changing my number. And my libido went away so that's freaking awesome. Atleast for now it is... I just hope it stays like this and next week or after that I don't fall off and want to contact him because he is NO GOOD!! Hope everyone else is doing great!! I love you guys!