UGH!!! Well... Once again, I must say I'm DONE with Michael. I've reached another FED THE F%$@ UP stage again. The last time I was here, was when I found out I was pregnant and was released from having to deal with him. I was doing so good, my attitude had gotten so much better I was finally happy, and then he had to call with his baby I'm sorry I miss you I'll change BS and I fell for it. Well... today I had to go to court to take care of a ticket I got last month for speeding and I asked him to go with me so we could spend that time together before I had to go to work. And of course, I wanted to have sex and I told him. Well I get ready and as I'm on my way to pick him up I can't get ahold of him. So I'm getting pissed and just think whatever I'm going without him obviously. He calls me like 2 minutes later and tells me he's on his way back to his house he left with his friend to go do something. Well I get in the area of his house and he's not answering the phone. So I go to the court house and I'M PISSED. He shouldn't have left knowing I was on the way to pick him up. If I had done that he would be LIVID. And I can't be upset? PLEASE!! He wanted me to buy him something to eat because he had no money and the ramen noodles I bought him earlier in the week obviously weren't good enough and he was tired of eating them. DUDE! You gotta live with what you got, he's not too good for some noodles!! So we argue I get there and he wants me to take him to get something to eat. Oh HELL no. I'm sorry but you've already messed up and I don't need to be the one kissing butt doing favors here. Anywho, we argue about that and then we chill some and I try to talk to him about what happened with him leaving and how that wasn't cool and he just doesn't even want to listen to me. THAT pisses me off. He's all into the TV and I'm like... okay... are we going to have sex I do need to leave in like five minutes to go to work... And he starts taking off his clothes and he's like demandind me to hurry up and get naked because I've only got five minutes. I get soooo turned off by that, I just get my stuff and start to head out the door. OH NOT WAIT... before all that I showed him the sonogram picture and you know what he has to say? "DAMN thats a big ass head" Why would you say that about your own child? better yet, why would you say that about MY child? ewwww I was so pissed. Anywho, I proceed to leave and he's like "What's up on my dinner?" And I told him "You're a prick, I'm not doing S*%# for you." And he wants to say "Oh yea then don't bother coming back over here" as I tell him "Don't ever call me again.. I'm dead to you" And on my way to work I changed my cell phone number. I had changed one of them before but when I started talking to him again I started using my other cell phone (his old one that I got for him). Well, I changed that number today and never gave him the other number so I will not be talking to him again. I refuse to pay $15 to get my number changed to give it right back to him so I know that ship has so sailed. He doesn't have the balls to call my parents house because my dad wants to kill him for what he did to Nickolus. So I'll probably be needing everyones support!! I just hope I'm strong enough this time!!! Everyone please pray for me and my little one!! Love you guys