Well the doctors appointment went pretty good today. I kinda got a little upset at first because my doctor told me their might not be a heart beat because I'm not very far along, or that there'd be one he just might not be able to pick it up. But he tried anyway, and he got it. It was the sweetest sound I've heard in a long time. I have a sonogram tomorrow. I'm excited but I worry that I won't be able to tell it's a baby in there because I'm only like 9 weeks. My first sonogram with Nickolus I was 11 weeks and 1 day and you could see a perfectly shaped little baby, he was just tiny. I've heard the wise tale about a girls heart beat is faster than a boys... And my babys heart beat sure was fast today. Faster than what I remember Nickolus's to be. I really think I'm having a girl... I don't know how to handle that!! I want a little boy again sooo bad.. Who knows. I'm glad I got the appointment over with so now I can rest a little bit more comfortably knowing I have a healthy little baby inside of me. I hope all is well with everyone else.