Well... we all know what's coming up. I don't know how I'm going to cope with Sunday. I truely just don't want to deal with it. I keep telling myself I'm going to just go get so miserably drunk and pass out so that I won't know what's going on around me. I don't know how any of us are going to cope with this weekend. I guess it's easier for those who have other children to look forward to but I don't have anything. I once had a family and now I have nothing. I miss my son so much this just isn't right...