Well another week has gone by... Another week without my little peanut. I miss him so much. Just when I think my mood is starting to get a little better I have another day like this where all I want to do is walk amelessly and cry my heart out. He would've been a year old next month. I don't understand how this has happened. I keep waiting for this nightmare to be over and it just won't stop... Just when I think everything is ok it's straight down to the bottom again... I just want to be with my little june bug why did he get taken away from me?

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You are in my prayers...Hugs to you..
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I\'m so sorry honey that your feeling so down. I\'m here for you if you ever need to talk.
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baby u know im here for u anytime u need me i lost it last night i just cried for like an hour it doesnt make sence. but were in it together and i love you. and well make it through even though it feels impossible
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its a roller coaster ride and the emotions will come in waves. it is normal. you may feel like you are doing worse sometimes when you are hitting a wave of sadness. it has been five months since my 18 year old daughter was killed and I am starting to have more good days than bad, but when it hits it still hurts so bad. we will never get over this, we will try really hard to work through the grief, but we will always be our angels mommas and someday we will be with them again in heaven. take care
love alissa