You know.. with each passing day it seems to just be getting harder and harder to cope with. I don't understand how this could've happened. I'd heard about SIDS and did everything I thought was going to help prevent it. This really questions my faith because I just don't see how a loving God would ever cause this type of pain on someone. There's not a day that goes by that I don't completely break down and cry. I don't know when or even if this will ever get easier. It's almost been 2 months... My stomach is so wrenched up it's unbearable. He would've been 10 months this month.. he'd be walking and talking by now. I just can't handle this pain
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i know honey im crying just sitting here beacuse i think the same things everyday what would he have looked like he would be eating big boy food not...... he would have been almost 6 months on the 26 of this month and i had read all about SIDS too and it just hurts so bad because i always thought i was invincable and that nothing like this could ever happen to me because my baby was so healthy and perfect when he was born and i dont think it will get any easier for me i just cant believe this pain and heartache im going through its wonderful to know im not alone but i still feel alone like no one undrestands exactly how i feel but you.....i just connect with you so much and my heart goes out to you in everyway it really does and i feel the same from you god bless you darling!!!