10-27-13

not doing too well today. No contact in a month which is good I guess.  But our (not) anniversary is Thursday. This week is also the aniversary of receiving the final papers. Nov. 6 is the 4th anniversary of my mother's death. January 10th will be first anniversary of my dad's. God, I hate this time of year.  wah wah wah.. feeling sorry for myself..again. I am going on a cruise the week of Thanksgiving, which also happens to be when he is bringing #4 here to live. So, she wil be here for all the Christmas stuff in town. I am bound to run in to them. Nothing to do but bite the bullet.  During Chrstmas break I am going to New Orleans snd spend time with a friend. Then taking the train to Atlanta to spend Christmas with my brothers and their fams.  But right now i cant see beyond Thursday.