1/12/16

We are getting back to familiar ground in our relationship again, although her walls are still up, and for good reason.  We are starting to find that balance.  Our daily routines are falling back in place, we have made a few tweaks to see if it better fits our life.  Time will tell.  I've spent a great deal of time over the last week doing a lot of reflecting and inner searching, at this time last week, I was alone, scared that I may never get the chance to be part of this family again.  I cried so much during that time, all kinds of tears, I was for lack of a better term, an emotional wreck.  Sometimes I couldn't even hide it on the inside, its because of these feelings that I think I realized that this was rock bottom, it was the end.  I reached out for anything or anyone to help.  Because of this group I was able to not feel so damn alone, I'm thankful everyday I check in and see all of your daily progress, it just the extra hand I need to hold on this road.