1/12/14

Can't seem to shake the downswing I'm in right now. Not sure what it's about. Taking my meds, going to counseling, etc. Still feeling so blech. Just cant get myself going. Not suicidal. That is not and never has been an issue. It's just that I wouldnt mind if God took me now. Waking up disappoints me. I've gone through this before. It will pass. Tomorrow I may wake up in a fantastic mood, raring to go.Today, I just dont see it.