06/03/19

It's June, yikes! Where has the year gone?  Soon it will be summer and I am glad for the warmer weather.  

It took a bit, but I have refocused myself to myself, for now.  I decided that I needed to spend some time making sure that I took care of business at home with some projects that I had put on the back burner in regards to organizing, etc.  We have lived in this house for three years and we are still fixing a lot of things.  One thing that hasn't been done is organizing the garage.  I'd like cabinets where I can put things I don't use on a daily basis, but can  get to when I need them.  Sometimes I am frazzled as I work in the kitchen with so much clutter falling on top of me when I open a cupboard.  

I have out together a plan to pay off some bills and get other things done on my to-do list.  At first I was afraid that I might be procrastinating my bigger life goals, but when I look at how much I've been depressed and hyper focused on my relationship I know I nee a moment to step back and regroup.  

I tend to reorganize my life just before I embark on a new chapter and I feel that I am doing that now.  It will take some time and I'm okay with that.  If by this time next year I have not moved on to bigger goals then I will have no excuse.  I just need to make sure that I am not waiting for absolutely everything to be ready.  

“If we wait for the moment when everything, absolutely everything is ready, we shall never begin.”  ~ Ivan Turgenev