03-05-2016

We were able to talk more and it seems to be getting easier to talk again which is a huge relief.  I hate not being able to talk to her.  We decided to do a memorial for our baby.  I think this will be a huge step for us both.  For 12 years we never talked about our loss and I think the last two days have helped both us to know that it has seriously affected us. 
I was too busy at work today to have any issues which is always nice, sure does make things easier on me.  Back to work in the morning.  The real test will be Monday and Tuesday when I will be home alone all day.