03/04/18

I had a good day at work.  I didn't have to bring work home again which is always nice.  I had a good day yesterday too.  Kept busy both days and because I kept a momentum going I was able to keep my energy levels up throughout both days.  The pains have been faint throughout the days mostly unnoticeable.  They have evolved though from being low, dull, throbbing aches to sharp, stabbing pains.  I have 3-4 points hurting simultaneously on any given day.  The CBD oil helps a lot but I also think that being distracted and have purpose is the key.  

I was wrestling with making some major decisions and worried that I might not be able to do everything I want.  I'm going to sit down this weekend and write up some definitive plans with dates, numbers and actual goals.  If you don't write it down it's not a goal, it's just a wish.  If I force some restrictions on myself with the goal in mind I'm sure I won't be concerned about time or money.  I'll just find a way to make it happen.  That's usually the way it works.  If you have money taken out of your paycheck to put into savings before it even reaches you, you find ways to live on a little bit less. I'm going to figure out what the goals are and the little steps I need to take to reach the goals and just learn to live on a little less.