03-03-2016
My first big test today, I'm having the overwhelming feeling of being alone today. Knowing what I can't do anymore is making it a lot easier to not do those things. I use to think, it's OK, I'm not hurting anyone by doing this. How wrong I was and how sorry I am now.
The one person that I use to avoid when I felt this way, just because I didn't want to feel weak, is now the only person I want to talk to. Of course I have completely destroyed that relationship and she won't talk to me. With the pain I feel, I can't even imagine all of the pain I put her through, she must be the strongest person I know to have dealt with me for so many years.
The one person that I use to avoid when I felt this way, just because I didn't want to feel weak, is now the only person I want to talk to. Of course I have completely destroyed that relationship and she won't talk to me. With the pain I feel, I can't even imagine all of the pain I put her through, she must be the strongest person I know to have dealt with me for so many years.
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