03-02-2016
My first real day of true recovery, No porn and no urge to talk to anyone that I shouldn't be talking to. Attended an online meeting Smart Recovery and the topic was regaining trust, funny how you always seem to get the messages you need the most. Was a good meeting, heard lots of amazing stories from others.
As for at home, it was a busy day with the kids which is the other part of my life I need to work on and spending more quality time with them. At first the wife couldn't even look at me. After about 30 minutes or so, she finally talked to me some. I was actually surprised at how much she did talk, it was rather soothing to hear her voice. It's so true that you always miss the little things. Funny thing is, I listened to a voicemail from her earlier in the day and I couldn't even delete it because it was so nice to hear her voice. (I'm OCD when it comes to keeping my voicemail, email etc. cleaned up)
As for at home, it was a busy day with the kids which is the other part of my life I need to work on and spending more quality time with them. At first the wife couldn't even look at me. After about 30 minutes or so, she finally talked to me some. I was actually surprised at how much she did talk, it was rather soothing to hear her voice. It's so true that you always miss the little things. Funny thing is, I listened to a voicemail from her earlier in the day and I couldn't even delete it because it was so nice to hear her voice. (I'm OCD when it comes to keeping my voicemail, email etc. cleaned up)
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