This is my 3rd marriage been with him for 7 years married for 2. He does absolutely nothing for me doesnt help me financially, I have supported my three boys most their life by myself never received child support life has been a struggle to say the least. But my faith has brought me through. Married him because I love him soo much but I am tired I am 45 years old and I have been emotionally unavailable men my whole life or abusive. I love my husband but I am so hurt and have so much resentment he has a gambling addiction and spends all his money then borrows from me. He never helps me around the house or yard, I work on the cars and make sure maintenance is done on them, I literally do everything I am so tired and on the daily think of Divorce, but I married him knowing this is how he was so I feel like its my own fault I should try to make it work. I also have a son who is addicted to heroin, I do alot of praying in my life and crying out to God I have struggled for so long when does the suffering end and when does someone think of me. I just needed to get this out thank you all for listening to me, so much more to say but I am at work and need to get back to my job. God Bless you all!