Women who Love too Much Community Group
WHEN BEING IN LOVE, MEANS BEING IN PAIN... This group is to help women through the journey of realizing they can love themselves. To help realize that they are capable of having a happy, healthy, whole relationship and break the cycle of abuse and heartache from loving emotionally unavailable men.
It is good that you can see the connection between Narc mother and Narc X. It lets you know why you were ever attracted to a Narc to begin with.
There is a Adult Children of Narc parents here on DS (you can see from my groups) which may be a good place to explore that aspect of the relationship. Also, this website might help you:
http://willieverbegoodenough.com/index.php#
Thank you so much for posting this, because your honesty of where you're at, your triggers, help others who are in the same spot.