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Just wanted to share….
Today I let myself be seen without any make up on.
Seems silly right?!
I have always been awkward and ashamed to show myself in this way.
We have staff come into the home office and it really restricts me in what I do. I can't seem to help it!
I wanted to work out every morning but was held back from doing this because she was coming in and would see me after my workout.
But yesterday I just did it!
She saw me sweaty and red faced….and it was ok.
Im off to Slimming World tonight too. Very sad and cross with myself about the weight I have put on, but its life I guess. Its always easier to be in control of what I eat when single I have found!!!
I have started working through a new book ( now I have a Kindle I can do this without my husband knowing.)
It is Co-Dependency for Dummies.
I like the way its written.
anyone else done this book?
x
Today I let myself be seen without any make up on.
Seems silly right?!
I have always been awkward and ashamed to show myself in this way.
We have staff come into the home office and it really restricts me in what I do. I can't seem to help it!
I wanted to work out every morning but was held back from doing this because she was coming in and would see me after my workout.
But yesterday I just did it!
She saw me sweaty and red faced….and it was ok.
Im off to Slimming World tonight too. Very sad and cross with myself about the weight I have put on, but its life I guess. Its always easier to be in control of what I eat when single I have found!!!
I have started working through a new book ( now I have a Kindle I can do this without my husband knowing.)
It is Co-Dependency for Dummies.
I like the way its written.
anyone else done this book?
x
Great job...what's funny for me is that I feel weird when I have make up on. I feel uncomfortable. Perspective
haldol. fishy i know. but my mom never wanted me to investigate. i digress.
so proud of you sunny!! keep up the good work. i'll bet she didn't even notice....most people are wrapped up in themselves to notice what's going on with us..... in AA we call that self centeredness. and every single alcoholic is extremely selfish but we think people spend as much time thinking about us as we do...HA! people are basically selfish i think. we have our own lives. it's a great experiment of ryou too!!
beautiful you!
Seriously, a lot of times I have felt like some make-up has been my 'shield'. It's like having a hood up, or something. There was a point when I used to always wear some form of jacket or coat at ridiculous times (like nice weather) because it 'hid' me too. People used to get annoyed with me. It was actually as if the protection made me MORE noticeable than just going out without it! But they didn't understand the feelings of safety and protection I got from it.
You've broken the shell - woo hoo! You go girl ;) xx
xxx