Hi everyone...been a while since I posted. Yesterday afternoon my AH said he was leaving to have some new tires put on our truck. After about 4 hrs of him being gone, I called him to discover he was at the bar, just having '1 drink' with his buddy. I asked him to please come home..the reason being is its my birthday today and we had plans. He rolled in at 2am and I've just got up to find him slumped over on the couch, boots and jacket still on...all the plans for today are now out of the window. How many more birthdays is he going to ruin? I'm trying to stay positive and figure I'll meet a girlfriend for lynch and maybe go for a beautiful hike by myself. .while he sleeps off his binge from last night. I'm used to doing things by myself. .I feel especially sad and lonely today though..my special day.. anyways..just reaching out to you lovely ladies as I'm sure some of you can relate. Hope you have a beautiful day , as I'm going to try to also.