I want someone to make this stop. The draining fights and ups and downs....I look at him and don't recognize the man anymore.
I am exhausted from being the only adult, working as a high school teacher, taking care of our 4 kids ( one with special needs), and watching him spiral out of control. He is getting meaner too. 4 to 5 hours of sleep is not enough.
Thanks for listening.
I've been struggling with eating disorders since I was 12. I was always the fat girl in school that people picked on. So I learned to throw up my food, starve myself, over exercise, use laxatives. This would be an ongoing thing till my 20s. I didn't realize that the real issue was my constant bingeing which was leading me to these actions because i was gaining weight and felt so disgusted with...
My husband and I have been married 20 years. He has been an alcoholic for 13 of those years. We have 3 children. Two still in high school and the other is out of the house. I want to start by saying that I love my husband with my whole heart. If I knew then what I know now, I would have left long ago. I have suffered. My children have suffered. My husband suffers. We all suffer from his...