HI, I am new here. First post.
My AH is on day 11 of being sober. He is taking an antibute. Which, if he drinks, he will be extremly sick.
He feels good. THis was all his choice. He has been struggleing with this addiction since he was a teen. Hes 42.
I am really proud of him. but the last 11 days have been emotionally draining. He keeps saying he has lost a part of himself. he is down and distant.
He has not touched nor talked about drinking since.
I feel like once he is sober, and has a clear head , he wont want me anymore. Has anyone else ever felt this way?
I've been struggling with eating disorders since I was 12. I was always the fat girl in school that people picked on. So I learned to throw up my food, starve myself, over exercise, use laxatives. This would be an ongoing thing till my 20s. I didn't realize that the real issue was my constant bingeing which was leading me to these actions because i was gaining weight and felt so disgusted with...