Been married to alcoholic husband for five years now. Every single thing that a person would find heartful has happened to me . Cheating , lying , embarrassing me in public , disrespectfulness, and so drunk all the time lately I can hardly have a conversation when I get home from work . The latest is he has a child come out of woodwork he “forgot “ to tell me about prior to marriage until now . I just want to run and never come back . I am angry , full of rage , and feel betrayed . I’m just done so done this time I deserve way better. Tired of his alcoholism ruining my life tired of the fact I let it control me and I put up with all this shit . Oh and my husband travels for a living so I hardly see him and raise his kid he has with his ex . I feel used and taken advantage of DONE . Anyone been here?