Looking for support.  Fed up and exhausted over my marriage to an alcoholic.  2-3 days a week drunk, but functions during the work week.  This has been my life for almost 40 years, and I just can't take it anymore.  But I stay....have these feelings to leave every weekend....and I stay being mistreated and disrespected constantly.  What is my problem!!!!!!! I have adult children who now beg me to leave. Yet we stay because it's easier to be in my house, have health insurance etc.  why am I wasting more of my life...for what? Takes him about 4-5 days to feel bad about his actions, and then by that time he's fall down drunk again!!!! Help me I'm just stuck. I don't know what to do. But I know I cannot do this anymore.  I am mentally and physically exhausted every day......because of him.