I'm kind of inconsistent. My A is not abusive, functioning, genuinely (I think) wants to stop drinking, and I'm so tired lately. So tired of the ups and downs. I hope I can find an ear here, maybe a place to vent, maybe some ideas. I can share what I know about the brain, about how addiction works, my training in motivational interviewing, how I found peace for over twenty years, etc etc. But despite my skills, I'm not handling myself very well today. Now I'm going to get on with my day.