Well fooled again. Thought things were going better. We had several real talks about his drinking and how he was feeling. He kept telling me how great he felt not drinking. Thought we finally had a break through. Till i found the three bottles of vodka today, one empty and two half full. He tells me they are weeks old, he doesn’t even know where they came from. Except for the fact that we just moved 5 weeks ago so we haven’t even been in the house long enough for them to be that old. I am more upset by the lying. I thought we had finally connected about if he did mess up and drink, to at least be honest. I want to leave him so bad but so scared about him having joint custody of our kids. One is 2 and i am due in a few weeks. He is high functioning and hides the drinking well. I feel i have to stay at least till the kids would be old enough to call for help. When he passes out, he doesn’t even hear our son crying. I can’t risk leaving them alone with him. I just thought we had finally started down a good path, only to find out nothing has really changed.