Why do I even bother really , it was my anniversary and my AH didn't go to work that day but didn't tell me but I knew he left the job at 10 Am he didn't come home till 5 PM but he thinks it's all ok because he brought flowers he was susaposed to be cutting down but I think it's getting worse and told me he was going to the pub for an hour but wouldn't drink just wanted to bet on horse racing I knew if I dug my feet he wud go anyway so I said ok but that was his chance to prove to me he could do it den I get a call off him saying he will be another hour I said no will u just come home n spend time with the children I know the longer he spends in the pub the worse the night is for me  he says u can kick me out if you want - my parents are comming down tommrow and I think he's ashamed of been sacked so he wants an excuse to not be here and I'm not going to give him one but I feel like why am I even bothering anymore but I'm not giving him any excuse to not go tommrow