I’m so tired and drained.  I’ve worked so hard at nursing my AH back to health giving everything of myself, and catering to his every needs that he’s been sober for about 2 months now.  We were enjoying a night out and I saw a message on his phone that had just come in and long story short he’s been texting another women.  Someone he’s never even seen before or met!  She got his number from a friend or coworker and asked him to send her a picture of himself...I’m like WTH, his response was to send him one first.  I can’t even deal with this.  I told him about it which he denied was anything trying to blow me off like I’m an idiot.  Sad truth is this is not the first time.  Now he’s drinking again because he got upset so it’s a lose lose situation for me all the way around.  So it seems he’s either drunk and boligerant or sober and texting other women to flirt for attention I guess.  I’m not sure I know what I should do from here on out.  I realized he needs a lot of help, but so do I.  I don’t know how to move on from here because we have kids, and I’m sure he can’t and won’t allow me to move on if I tried.  I don’t even know how to be treated well, I know there’s men out there who are faithful, kind, and loving and I wish this was my currrent spouse situation.  I’m so depressed and unhappy right now.  I thought everything was going well only to find out I’m an idiot.  I feel humiliated...