I always dream of escaping this marriage with my AH.

Smiling again without pain behind my smile

Focusing on myself 

Dreaming the tears that roll down my face are tears from joy

Taking a deep breathe in the morning without the aroma of stale ingested alcohol.

Cleaning without discovering a hidden bottles.

One day my dream will become a reality

The thought of it puts a smile on my face

I can't wait to be happy again