Wives of Alcoholics Community Group
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So its been a week and one day since Ah has been discharged from the hospital. Completely sober. So in case you missed my last posts a quick recap. Hub was brought to ER by his brother with a BAC of .38 a week ago last friday. He was admitted, detoxed and released 3 days later. This is the first time he has been in the hospital. He has been begging for help for months but unable to make the leap into rehab himself.
So while in the hospital and since he has been home. He vows not to drink again. He believes whatever had hold of him has released its grip. Now, this probably isnt the place for this discussion but do any of you believe in bad energy, demons, things like that?? I know some of you will think I am crazy but I have seen ghosts most of my life. Our last house was haunted and I had night terrors there for the first 15 years of our marriage. I always felt a pull toward the evil there. Ok so where am I going with this???.... So, he is in the hospital, wakes up, been crying for days and begging for help for months from anyone that would listen to friends to priests. He wakes up in the hospital and tells "his demon" as he calls it, "that he isnt afraid anymore. He faced his demon. and it has no hold on him anymore. One more thing worth mentioning, Saturday when I got home from the hospital. around 7 pm. I was standing in the kitchen and a flash of red light went thru the house. We live in the country. Off the road, no lights, At first I thought lightining, but clear skies. then I thought, a power surge. But nothing was blown. So, I cant explain it.
Since he has been home. No shakes, no withdraw, no whiskey. Too good to be true??? Divine intervention?? Afraid to put my guard down. Taking one day at a time. Not sure of what the future holds. But what happened last wk is nothing short of a miracle in my opinion
So while in the hospital and since he has been home. He vows not to drink again. He believes whatever had hold of him has released its grip. Now, this probably isnt the place for this discussion but do any of you believe in bad energy, demons, things like that?? I know some of you will think I am crazy but I have seen ghosts most of my life. Our last house was haunted and I had night terrors there for the first 15 years of our marriage. I always felt a pull toward the evil there. Ok so where am I going with this???.... So, he is in the hospital, wakes up, been crying for days and begging for help for months from anyone that would listen to friends to priests. He wakes up in the hospital and tells "his demon" as he calls it, "that he isnt afraid anymore. He faced his demon. and it has no hold on him anymore. One more thing worth mentioning, Saturday when I got home from the hospital. around 7 pm. I was standing in the kitchen and a flash of red light went thru the house. We live in the country. Off the road, no lights, At first I thought lightining, but clear skies. then I thought, a power surge. But nothing was blown. So, I cant explain it.
Since he has been home. No shakes, no withdraw, no whiskey. Too good to be true??? Divine intervention?? Afraid to put my guard down. Taking one day at a time. Not sure of what the future holds. But what happened last wk is nothing short of a miracle in my opinion
My mother always said that the demons sneak in the destroy family through our weaknesses! Doe most of my life I have found this to be true. I am Always amazed when I ask the Divine for help .... It arrives!
Amen
For your sake, I hope you experienced one of those spontaneous miracles. But like the other said before, don't put your guard down. Time will speak for itself.