When we got married almost 10 years ago we both had been sober for 4 years. A few years into our marriage, the drinking started. It began a couple Of nights a week to, fast forward, my husband now drinks between 10-30 of those little airplane bottles of fireball A DAY!  He has become verbally and emotionally abusive. I keep praying that something will happen to make him stop. Last evening he had been drinking almost all day and then went into a rage. Luckily my neighbors had stopped by and tried to talk him down. He is just so angry and it's directed to me for whatever reason. He then left driving around for a couple of hours. Now today he's not speaking to me and won't. I am just so drained.