Aww. I totally remember this feeling and I don't miss this!!!

I feel for you and understand completely...I LOVE it when mine is at work...I really wish he liked to hang out in bars and drink so he would be home even less..and a bonus would be that he might meet another woman and leave me...ahh if only. He deserves some bar fly that is drinking herself into oblivion just like him...but alas he drinks at home well and on the way to and from work. It amazes me that he never gets caught. sure wish he would...the locks would be changed on the doors when he was able to get home. For now..I am painfully waiting for a house in my price point (that is not a junk pile) to come available...then I am out of here.
Love and peace to you

There are days that I would be thrilled to live in a two-room shack instead of putting up with the drinking. I figure even if it's not something I really want, it's a stepping stone.