I talked to my A before he had a chance to drink today. At first he was angry and tried to make it seem as if he was only tired from work not from drinking. I told him i was lonely and wanted to spend more time with him that i wanted him to not be passed out when i get home. Yes this was on the phone but it was my only chance to catch him before he got drunk. We ended up talking for 2 hours about our days and our relationship as well as other random things. When i got home he was attentive and sweet and we cooked dinner together. We were about to watch a movie when i had to go to the hospital (to see a friend giving birth). He wanted to go but he knew he shouldnt because he was buzzed. He promised he would come up to the hospital tomorrow with me and i know he will. He has never failed me when it comes to visiting babies and he always stays sober around babies. Today was pretty good and i hope that my talking to him had a least a little something to do with today. It has given me hope. A little is better than nothing.