Hello everyone,

So after I asked my husband to leave two days before Christmas, he has been sober.  His attitude has been different towards me. Maybe he knows I am not playing games with him anymore. However, this can be short lived. Just praying for the best. Anyway, last night I had this terrible dream that he was at his worst, drinking and bingeing and he was so mean it was devastating. Then there was this part where someone came over and brought mushrooms as in the drug, which he indulged in and my daughter found one on the floor and ate it causing her to be vilolently ill. I had to take her to the E R. While leaving him to his own devices. I was panicking and crying. Now my husband has not done mushrooms so I am not sure where that came from. Needless to say this dream scared the crap out of me and I am hoping this is not what will become a reality. I guess,with everything going well this is a projection of my fear and anxiety.. thoughts?