I lost my husband 8/23/15 and at that time our son was 16 months old. I have 4 footlockers of clothes/shoes that were his favorites that I'd planned on keeping to give our son when he becomes a teen, which is still a ways off. Well I have found love again and will be moving soon and have been feeling maybe now is the time to not save all of those anymore for the big move? Our son has all of him in the form of his ashes; He also has tons of pictures/videos and little special things so he has plenty of memories.
My adult children all state they like me but are busy in their lives and have not much time for me. We play this game where i am supposed to believe this. I hear from them when they need something usually. Chistmas is coming and we usually all get together in the afternoon. We get together on Thanksgiving and Easter and Christmas the rest of the year we do not. This year I do not have to work...
The other half of my soul died on 11/13/2021 and I am lost. I pray everyday, multiple times a day for God to bring me home so that I can be with my darling husband. Does this ever get any easier?