At 2:22 AM tonight it will be one month since I lost my best friend, soul mate, and husband to Small Cell Lung Cancer. I was filling out insurance paperwork today and my choice was single or married. I looked down at my ring on my hand and thought, married I guess now, single I don't feel single, so I made a box and wrote widowed. Then the rest of the day I spent back in bed with covers over my head and many tears on my pillow. Is this always going to hurt this much? Is everything going to set me off and cause more tears? Do you run out of tears?
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