I went shopping today, I didn't even buy anything I just had to get out the house. I was going down some escalators and a young couple about my age were coming up the other side. They had their arms round each other and as they got near the top the girl just kissed her boyfriend on his forehead. I wanted to just burst out crying there and then. I don't know how but I somehow managed to fight back the tears. I miss the sully little things like that I took for granted, holding his hand, playing with his hair, hiving him a kiss. I miss it so much and it upsets me so much sewing other projects still being able to do these things. I'm at 5 month's now, approaching six at the end of January. Is it normal to be experiencing these emotions? I feel like it should be getting easier by now but its just not at all
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