I lost my husband last month in a motorcycle accident in which myself and our 4 year old son were following behind him in our car on the way to church. He was 26, a minister in training and a middle school teacher. He was amazing. Every day is a struggle and I just wonder when anything will feel even close to normal. Nothing feels normal to do because it feels wrong to do it without him. I feel like I am just paused in that moment while everyone else’s life just continues to move forward. It’s like I am going through the motions of day to day life but at night I can’t fall asleep because I feel so sad thinking about him and then in the morning I don’t want to face another day without him. I am trying my best to be strong for our son because his dad was his absolute favorite person in the world, but as soon as he falls asleep I feel so full of grief. I guess I am just hoping for some kind of encouragement because right now I just feel alone. I am very close to my in laws and have been staying with them since it happens and while it’s nice to have their support, I know they are leaning on each other through their own grief of losing their son, while I don’t have my husband to lean on.
I am having a very difficult time with grief and depression. I was his caretaker for over a year. He had pancreatic cancer. He passed here at home.
Hi, I lost my Husband three years and seven months ago. I feel so lost without him.He was the love of my life. I am close with a grandson and his family but they have I life to live things to do .I feel so alone