Today is the 16th overseas when my husband passed away 4 months ago. I have been dreading this day and crying a lot. I don't feel sleepy and can't sleep the past few days until 4 AM. I just finish some cleaning around the house. Mentally I am in a void, no more feeling. Worst of all when the sun rises, it will be another dreadful day. My in-laws are having a party at my daughter's house tonight to celebrate their anniversary. How can they celebrate at my daughter's place so soon after their son's death, by dragging us into it and on the day he died!! Sigh!!! I want to scream and get them out of my life. They have not treated my husband, my daughters and me as well as their two younger sons.
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