I'm new to this site. I just lost my wife who was my high school sweetheart. She was only 33 and so am I. We have two little boys. One is 6 and the other is 1. I'm now a single father of two. This is by far the hardest thing I've ever experienced in life. Sometimes I just want to run far far away from it all. Unfortunately I can't because those boys need me. So I continue to stay as strong as possible. One day at a time. I will read these post daily in search of inspiration. Knowing I'm not the only one going through this specific type of loss is somewhat comforting knowing they can relate specifically. I lost my wife, my best friend, the mother of my kids and lover all in one day. And it was unexpected. Life is hard. But I gotta keep pushing. Mainly for her because I know that's what she'd want me to do. I hope each day gets better for all of us!
My husband died traumaticly last April. We thought he was having an asthma episode. I was helping him getting his sprays. I kept asking him if he I should call 911. His asthma episodes have happened a lot. We were use to it. This time it was different because he wasn't getting better. When he asked me to turn the air on colder I said okay but was calling 911. I ran downstairs...