Hello,
My husband and life partner passed away unexpectedly on Dec, 26, 2017. I totally understand what you are feeling. There are times that I cry for no other reason than then I miss him so much. I miss his scent, his laugh, his touch, his facial expressions, and so much more. Life is very lonely without him in it. I look at the photos of us together which bring me both joy and pain. The joy is from the memories that are captured and the pain is from knowing that there will not be any new memories of us to capture in pictures again. I will not tell you what folks have told me so many times that I am very tired of hearing it which is that it gets easier as time passes. I will tell you to do whatever you need to do to help you with your grief. It might be walking, visiting a place that you and he liked to go to, hugging a grandchild, talking to family about him, and happy moments that you experienced together. Do whatever it is that helps you move through life safely without him.

I wish you safety and good health.

I'm so sorry for your loss.

Sorry for your loss. What I have seen from others is that you will get to a better place. You will always have grief, it is forever, but it will become manageable over time. Right now your grief is new and raw. Those waves of grief and tears will be less intense as time passes and be shorter. They will always be there though.

so sorry for your loss. sending comfort.

nlm, I hope you are finding good moments in each day.

Thank you.....I am trying to stay positive. Keep praying for strength.

I have found a good night's sleep really helps me. My nerves are raw a lot of the time from the stress. With the nights getting a bit cooler, I am finding my sleep is more restorative. Hope you find the same.

My husband passed unexpectedly too on 8/27. I have that same sadness. I miss everything about him. He was my soulmate, my best friend. But I do know that he would want me to carry on and take care of myself and to never forget all we had and still have. Our love remains inside our hearts and souls. Its good to cry and release the sadness. I know it helps me. It is not easy but one day at a time is all we can hope for. Love and prayers

I did get to a better place, and it took me 3 years to realize and admit that I was there. It is different for all of us. There were backslides now and then, but I finally realized that I was Ok and that I had actually grown into my own person (long story). Baby-steps, as they say.