I am so very sorry for your loss..I know they are just words but truly I am..I know this hurts and feels like a bad dream but you are at a good place..with others that not only feel your hurt,,,they understand it and will really help you through....sending out a hand..and a hug

So sorry for your loss. My husband and I did so much together too and I can relate how lost you feel. I joined a support group and it helps to share and reach out. Take it all a day at a time. We are all here for you... Much peace to you.

It's good you found this site. This is the only place where everyone will truly understand what you are going through which is a real ly helpful fact to know. By reading and writing on here you will not feel quite so alone and isolated. Also you mught want to try a grief counselor near you. The hospice organizations have groups starting every few weeks. I started going because I was feeling like it was all a dream and kind of nedded to understand what my brain was doing! So I'm learning a lot there. Take care of yourself.

1 mo. for me losing Ray. We were sales reps and the last 11 yrs. semi retired, so 24/7 together. Now it' s me and the dogs on a 165 acre farm. Never thought when he was sick that surgery would end his life, thought, planned for his getting better. Now, winter, dark, dull, cold outside..hard to put one foot in front of the other. I do what has to be done. Waiting for this "early loss" to be over and I can look at life with a clearer head. 1 mo. and it seems harder not easier..God I loved that man! So sorry for your loss, others on DS say it gets better, wow can't wait..Hugs and Prayers for you and again so sorry for your loss..

Know what you mean. At 7mos and thought I was doing ok and then wham, emotional breakdown. Just a hot mess of tears. PJ and I too did pretty much everything together. We didn't really socialize with other couples. We only needed each other. Makes it harder now trying to build a new social network of friends. I too feel lost without my bestie because that's what he was - my best friend ever. I've got closer to his sister who was one of the few people we did hang out with. Have a group counseling session tonight which will hopefully help me over this latest hurdle. Big hug to you, Liz

Thanks everybody for all your kind words. Like many of you, we did EVERYTHING together! I'm just so lost...again, like many of you, she was she was my best friend...we had so many hopes and dreams and now all of that is gone and I don't even know what to do. I just feel so lost. I wish I could say that this gets easier, but so far, I can't say that is the case. How do you start to rebuild yourself when your whole world has just been flipped upside down?

heartbroken, this lost feeling will be here for awhile. How long will you feel so heartbroken? Who knows. Just when you think you might be able to see the light.....the heavy cloud of doubt, guilt, shame, loneliness and sadness will pervade.

Don't put a timeline on anything, especially your feelings. I think I'm fine, just fine and then whammy, here come the tears. There's nothing new, nothing's changed, just a random thought comes into my mind and I cry!

We've lost the promise, the promise of spending the rest of our lives with the love of our lives. It's NOT to be! WHY?

You will miss her, you will want her, you will call to her.......let it happen! Sometimes it all just feels so good to let it out!

You're safe here.....we totally GET IT! We feel just like you!

Be kind to you,
Roz

its been 44 days for me to breast cancer as well... i only want to be with her so much i cant stand it i ,miss her so much we did everything together as well....i hate life now om sorry for your loss and i know how you feel...

Almost 7 months for me. Don't see any light on the end of the tunnel yet... For some reason at this time fear about the future and every day issues is taking over all other emotions. I have joined support group, trying to exercise, cook some meals, do every day chores, but every thing seems so meaningless when there is no one close to share... It still feels like a bad dream... not real but I understand it's a reality at the same time...
My husband and I were very close and spent a lot of time together. We liked different outdoor activities, traveling and also social gatherings. We used to be very active family (thanks to my energetic husband) but now it seems that life has stopped...