I am so sorry for your loss PCK. You are still in shock and disbelief. My husband died Aug 17....almost 2 months ago after a hard battle with cancer. For most of this time, I have been in shock....my emotions are raw and my mind is all over the place. I am all alone too. I have no family close by....they all are hours away. I understand what you are feeling and going through. I just wanted to die.

I started going to a grief support group and that has helped a lot. My husband was also under the care of Hospice. They also offer in home grief counseling. The counselor came and we talked. I got all my worries, fears, regrets and guilt feelings out. It truly helped me. I also have drawn closer to God and have faith that He cares for me and will help me through this. I know that I MUST continue to live my life as God wants me to.

You can go to griefshare.org and enter your zip code and find grief share groups that are in your area. It really helps to talk to other people that truly understand what we are going through. Some groups meet in the evening and some on Saturday morning.

You are not alone....ask God to help you....He is close to the broken hearted. Please post or journal your feelings here.....it will help. We all are with you and understand. God bless you.....Linda

So sorry for your loss. This is a tough journey you have happened upon. You have found a place here where we all understand. I am eight months in.. I pray that you God gives you comfort in journey.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the hurt because I too lost my husband suddenly 6 months ago to multiple myeloma. He only lasted 28 days from diagnosis. My heart hurts for you and I'm glad you have joined this group. You are not alone, just reach out when you need some encouragement and peace. God bless and give you strength.

So sorry for your loss. I lost my wife of 30years 3 months ago she got glioblastoma. You will make it. Take it a day at a time and a moment at a time. I joined a grief support meeting that has helped. It is a very tough journey when you have woven a life together for more than thirty years and it gets torn in half it takes time to repair the edges. I will pray for you and come back to this site. The people here understand what your going through.

i am sorry for your loss i lost my husband 2 weeks ago from colon cancer i know how feel.. there is no words but just know that you will make it keep there memory alive and think of the good times.. thats what i do... that helps a little