As you all know I lost my DH 6 months ago and at the funneral home there where over 4 hundred people that come to show respect to him, which was so heart warming to me, also there were tones of flowers in the room with us. What I am getting at for the 5 hrs during calling hrs that I stood there and then the hour and half service the flowers though how sweet they smelled really got to me, not then but now. I noticed that when a couple of months ago we where at the park and the wind was blowing and I was having such a great time and then I caught the sent of the sweet flowers and then all the sudden I became very sad and it took me back to the funneral home. It happened 2 days ago when my sister got flowers from her boyfriend and they where sitting on the counter, there went my mood again, it just took me right back there. It is just wronge how something so sweet can make you feel so sad. Anyone else have similar prolems?
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