I understand your feeling of not wanting to continue your life without him. I lost my husband 23 months ago and still feel that way some days. However we do find a way to go on and find some joy in our lives. I hope tomorrow brings you a reason to smile, even if just for a moment.

I know exactly how you feel. The very act of breathing is difficult. It feels like you have an elephant on your chest. I lost my husband of 24 years 8 weeks ago. Every day has been a struggle, but each day also gets a little better, well....mostly. I still cry every day, at least a little and some days are worse than others. I also felt like it wasn't worth continuing on without him some days, but I know he would never want me to feel that way. He would want me to pick myself up and go on with life. I'm sure your man would want the same for you. Go with your grief and be gentle with yourself. You're with people who understand you here. ((HUGS)) <3 Anita

Thank you for your words of encouragement .... I feel so alone :'(

Zammit, I totally understand that, too. My Dave and I were best friends and soul mates and each other's everything. We didn't need anyone but each other. When you're that close to someone and they're truly a partner, it's like half of you is viciously ripped away and you ARE alone in a way no one who hasn't been here can understand. It's the worst thing I've ever gone through. I've looked into some local grief support groups in my area and I know many people here can't say enough good things about them. That may be something for you to look into. The people on this board have been wonderful for me. Please keep coming back. People here are caring and so helpful. <3 Anita

Thanks Anita...i feel like I can't function. I suffer from depression and now on top of it ... losing him. We complimented one another. If I was feeling anxious or down - he knew how to pick me up ❤️ anna

You lost him just two months ago. I'm so sorry.

Thank you Anita and Zammit ,
I feel precisely the same ...
He was not only my husband , also my soulmate , my best friend, my lover my everything !!! ❤️
It feels half of Your heart, is torn off ....

It's a terrible feeling. I get anxiety / panic attacks quite often. My heart begins to race because I need to find him so desperately.

It feels like a nightmare. I have pain, anger, bitterness. Nothing makes sense to me

My dad died when I had just turned 13 from a tragic accident. He fell off of a tree in our family backyard.

I was married for 26 years to a man i had 2 boys with. Now 25 and 19. I love my ex like I love a brother

I reconnected with someone I went to high school with ... we were an item since 2009. He was the life of my life. My best friend, my confidant, my soulmate, my lover. I've never experienced this type of love in my life if it weren't for him

Two most important men were taken from me st a young age. I feel numb. There isn't any reasoning to this. I hate to sound childish ... by why? Weren't 3 men enough ... my dad, loveless marriage and the love of my life.

So down and out

I do feel for you, I lost my wife to breast cancer 7 months ago. The feelings you have are normal. I miss Deb and think about her everyday. I have good days and bad days. I will not forget, I just get through it. The good days have just started to be more than the bad days, sometimes I feel guilty but, a voice keeps telling me to live for me, my kids and debs memories. Prayers re with you, Mike

Thanks Mike ... prayers with you as well - anna