im just so sick of the same routine day after day .
i can cope in the day ,I can find things to do but when you close that door of a night . It's like walking the floors
waiting to go to bed, fed up with it, when is it ever going to feel better. I expect him to come through the the door any second.
For those of you that dont know my journey of grief started 5 years ago. At that point I felt like somebody had pushed me off a cliff. I justed wanted to curl up and die. Despair and emotional pain like I never felt before. Numbness, hopelessness, and a array of emotions like a rollercoaster. That was where Part 1 of my rebuilding began. I spent 9 months wrestling with God I...