I keep waiting to hear him come in the door too. I know he wont but I think it anyway. I think in time that too will stop. I wont forget all those days of "hey pumpkin I am home" but I wont come to expect it . All the little things are what get to me the most. The silly baby talk ,the inside jokes and the cute nicknames. This is a life changing journey no doubt. As the ones who have made this trip long before us say "it gets better in time" I am depending on that to be true

I understand. I often feel the same way. I spent a whole year plus some... sorting; moving; doing what a person has to do after the fact; and just surviving. I have an appointment tomorrow and another appointment next week. A lot hinges on the outcome of these. I have had an ever so tiny spring in my step since I took an important step yesterday.

I still don't sleep all that well, even in a new bed.

Sending Many Hugs. Dolores

Sending you love and hugs. This grief is a beast....it zaps all of our energy, fogs our brains and takes away our desire to accomplish anything. It is the hardest thing I have ever dealt with in my life. Take care of yourself right now, get plenty of rest, drink lots of water and try to eat. Try to focus on getting one thing done each day, no matter how small. Take a walk or do some exercises. Baby steps.

God bless you...Linda

I feel for you. We all seem to be experiencing similar issues. Hang in there. Sending hugs your way.