My husband has been dead for a month. This past Mon and Tues I was a hot mess.....even crying when I had a gift wrapped at a dept store. Then Thurs and Fri it was a different story. I really perked up and it was like I was over it.....ha-ha on me! Tonight I was cleaning out some more of his drawers (which I have done several times before) and I saw a shirt that he used to wear to work a lot. I LOST it.....crying, swearing at him (which I quickly recanted), and immediately became a hot mess again. Damn!!!!!!!!
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I don’t want to get into the whole story of what just happened because I think I’ll get more upset & im shaking rite now ..... pretty sure I just experienced some really shitty racism... I keep trying to tell myself maybe I misheard something but I think that’s just denial trying to give me a glimmer of hope. There is no denying what just happened. This world can be so scary...