Hi my name is Lori and my husband of 15yrs just died June 8,08. He was the love of my life and partner. He died from a surgery to repair his heart. The doctor said he had a 99percent of success.I never thought to prepare myself that something could go wrong.Well it did he started to bleed during the surgery and continued for 3days until his liver and kidneys failed and we had to pull the plug on life support.He was only 42yr. I am 44yrs. I am so devestated. I have these bad dreams where Steve has been murdered and taken away from me and I'm crying and screeming in my dreams. It's so horriable. I wake up drained and very confused about whether he is dead or not and then I have to remember that he really is dead. Do other people have these dreams and have to relive them at night also. Thanks
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