Life is just so cruel at times. It seems like my son and his wife are separating and it breaks my heart. I love my daughter in law as my own, but obviously they can't seem to make it. So she and my grand daughter are coming back to Nebraska while my son will stay in Colorado. I have never been one that believed parent's should stay together if they aren't happy for the sake of the children, but my little Avah needs both mommy and daddy and how hard is it going to be when they are a state away and my son is on the road all the time? Can't anything ever go right? Damnit, this world has just become so crazy that everything seems to be disposable. So yes, I don't have my husband here to comfort me and now I will cry over a marriage that should have or could have been saved. I just want to slap the shit out of both of them. Yes they deserve to be happy and I want that so much for them, how could they have grown so far apart. Does anyone ever take those wedding vows seriously anymore? I am not taking sides, but this affects not just them, but both sides of the family. Are we just truly already in hell with all the pain, hurt and stress that we all go through constantly. I know, no one ever promised us a rose garden, but losing my husband just makes this so much harder to understand. Ok, I have vented. I can only hope they find a way to work through this, but it doesn't look good. Hugs and Love, Michele