20 weeks...
140 days...
that is how long i have had to live without my better half...
he would have turned 34 at teh beginning of august
i am so lost for direction
i go on for my kids but i am not living
i lost the zest for life that i used to share with him
i still love him so much its hard to imagine the rest of my life without him
HI
I lost my husband at 38, he 39
I had a just 12 who was troubled to begin with, and a just 4 and a just 1 year old.
It was 14 years ago
It is still so new with you, giveit time and cry and do what you need to do. I know the best thing I did was write in a book and write letters to people or to my husband etc and i was able to express my feelings without hurting other feelings.
Then i found some people who i really could talk to, and I found alot of what i was going thru, was normal and I wasnt going crazy
If you need to talk Im here,
sending hugs
sandi
I lost my husband 3 months ago. He also died suddenly out of heart fail. He was just 30 yrs old and now i am a young widow of 29 yr old with a 4 yr daughter.
I cannot sleep without him and i am awake most of the time. It seems that god has been really cruel on all of us who have lost their dear ones.
I lost my husband at 38, he 39
I had a just 12 who was troubled to begin with, and a just 4 and a just 1 year old.
It was 14 years ago
It is still so new with you, giveit time and cry and do what you need to do. I know the best thing I did was write in a book and write letters to people or to my husband etc and i was able to express my feelings without hurting other feelings.
Then i found some people who i really could talk to, and I found alot of what i was going thru, was normal and I wasnt going crazy
If you need to talk Im here,
sending hugs
sandi
I cannot sleep without him and i am awake most of the time. It seems that god has been really cruel on all of us who have lost their dear ones.