Hey, my name is Kayla. I'll be 14 in May and I am about 235 pounds. Some of my friends might say I look thick but not 235 but I don't know because that is my real weight sooo.. A lot of friends don't understand how I feel sometimes because of my weight. Most of them aren't past about 130 pounds so they don't get daily life struggles I can face due to my weight. It hurts sometimes having people say "big ass" or "go on some weight watchers". I want to do things that more if the "fit" girls do like join the volleyball or cheer team. I have cheered before in middle but that was when I was more fit. I have a fairly group of small friends. Sometimes I feel some people at my school don't want to be friends with me because I'm to "big" for them which is why some will also not accept me. I really do want to lose weight but I don't even know where to start at the end of the day. I know my biggest struggle is eating. Sometimes I can admit to being an over eater because I eat like I haven't ate in months in one sitting which isn't healthy. More and more people at my school are starting to pair up and by that I mean date or hand out or talk to boys outside of schools. I don't really socialize with any again because a lot of them judge me on my weight I'm sure or because of my shyness. I see some people are looking for "weight buddies". I guess I wouldn't mind having one so I could have someone to talk and relate too and possibly even lose weight together I just need help with a starting point. I feel I'm a normal teen when it doesn't come to weight because to I like to get out of the house and not just sit around allll day and eat. I walk my dog pretty much every day so he can get out and not grow over weight like me. I also go to they gym when my mother is also willing to drop me off. But yeaaa...That's my little background info/story.