Hi, I’m 15 and I weigh around 250 pounds now. I stand at 5’5.  I also have never really been at a healthy weight consistently at any part of my life and I am currently at my largest, and I’m definitely feeling it physically and mentally. Unfortunately I have recently started developing BED, where as before a had small bouts binge eating before, nothing serious, but recently it’s developed into and actual eating disorder. This year, when I first entered high school, I actually joined the tennis team for a couple of months before I started doubting myself and my importance to the team and comparing myself to other players and I ended up quitting a couple of weeks before the season was officially over. While playing I was losing weight but then I gained it all back plus more, and before I started tennis my heaviest was 233 I believe and I was around 206 when I started to gain it back. I would like to get back on track and start losing weight and getting health again, and it would be amazing if someone would go on this journey with me for support and motivation because I really need someone to relate to and help me through this. Thanks for reading this :)